Lexi

XT3XASCH1CK@aol.com — Tue, 02 Jul 2002 00:34:13 GMT

I changed the colors b/c of Marion. What she said was meant about the color then I freaked out over some itty bitty thing and I don't want to get into it so I just changed it. I realized those were weirdo colors. End of story.

* -[ Lexi

XT3XASCH1CK@aol.com — Wed, 26 Jun 2002 03:49:16 GMT

:Throws up preppy avocado chunks: LOOK IT'S marion_r's JOURNAL!

What the hell is wrong with Marion and everyone? Why the hell did she put this in her journal,

":throws up chunks of avocado: LOOK ITS alexis_b'S JOURNAL!"

She is being a bitch and I don't know why! God, you know what? she can kiss my fucking ass! I don't care! I don't need her! I have Apolo...she means nothing to me! or "meels" :barfs: either!

XT3XASCH1CK@aol.com — Thu, 13 Jun 2002 22:46:13 GMT

I don't know what is going on with Apolo but he hasn't been talking to me ever since that Krissy thing....and I don't know what is happening. I want to fly out there but he keeps saying, "no! I will fly out there" blah blah blah. Yeah, I have this feeling that he is cheating on me. I dont' know WHAT to think. How is everyone else doing? I mean, I haven't talked to anyone in ages! Please, leave comments!

XT3XASCH1CK@aol.com — Thu, 06 Jun 2002 05:14:16 GMT

Well, I have cooled off since the last entry. I didn't realize that had made me so mad. It...ok anyways. I really don't have much so say. I need to do this:

MARQUEE

sorry, I had to do that. I needed it lol I won't be home tomorrow until around.....5:20 or 6...depends on what goes on after my busy day. Well, bye bye.

* -[ Lexi

p.s. I love you Apolo :)

XT3XASCH1CK@aol.com — Sun, 02 Jun 2002 04:17:49 GMT

STUPID KRISSY! How dare she email Apolo! She knows I am with him. She wants him back and she knows that he doens't want to go back. God, I wish I could kick her ass! I have to go, she has made me sick to my stomach that stupid whore!

Lexi

XT3XASCH1CK@aol.com — Sat, 01 Jun 2002 06:48:56 GMT

oh lord. MARION! When do you want us to come to freaking mexico???

XT3XASCH1CK@aol.com — Wed, 29 May 2002 03:31:03 GMT

buy Seventeen. Turn to page 18...at the bottom...horrid picture of me lol I was mid-sentence

flashback from about '95

XT3XASCH1CK@aol.com — Sun, 26 May 2002 03:59:55 GMT

4 Non Blondes
What's Up

25 years of my life and still
I'm trying to get up that great big hill of hope
for a destination
I realized quickly when I knew I should
that the world was made up of this brotherhood of man
for whatever that means

And so I cry sometimes when I'm lying in bed
to get it all out what's in my head then I
I am feeling a little peculiar
And so I wake in the morning and I step outside
and I take deep breath
and I get real high
then I scream from the top of my lungs
what's goin' on

and I say hey... hey...
I say hey, what's goin' on
and I say hey... hey...
I said hey, what's goin' on

Oh, oooh...
Oh, oooh...

and I try, oh my God do I try
I try all the time
in this institution
and I pray, oh my God do I pray
I pray every single day
for a revolution

and so I cry sometimes when I'm lying in my bed
just to get it all out what's in my head then I
I am feeling a little peculiar
and so I wake in the morning and I step outside
and I take a deep breath then I get real high
then I scream from the top of my lungs
what's goin' on

and I say hey... hey...
I say hey, what's goin' on
and I say hey... hey...
I said hey, what's goin' on

and I say hey... hey...
I say hey, what's goin' on
and I say hey... hey...
I said hey, what's goin' on

Oh, oooh, oooh...

25 years of my life and still
I'm trying to get up that great big hill of hope
for a destination

Yeah, those are some good tunes. Go listen to them :)

311 RAWKS!

XT3XASCH1CK@aol.com — Sun, 26 May 2002 03:59:20 GMT

311
Come Original

Come original

You got to
You got to

Chorus:
Come original you got to come original
All entertainers come original
You got to come original you got to come original
All entertainers
Hear why

To come original it ain't nothin' strange
You got to represent you got come full range

Full range of emotion full range of styles
When you come to town you'll have them
Comin' for miles

Chorus

Black Eyed Peas they comin' full range and
NOFX they comin' full range and
Roni Size he comin' full range
The one Mr. Vegas you know it ain’t easy

A warning to the crews out there who think they’re hot
If you’re not original rockers you will get shot
Down by the kids neglectin' your art, the stuff you did
Eventually it get so bad puts you to bed
Cuz when the lightning flashes sweet electricity
All the world then stands revealed with the clarity
Of raw voltage, briefly we see and the hope is
You'll be able to tell just what dope is

Chorus

Funk slap bass mixed with the dancehall and
Hip-hop beats and punk guitar and
Deadly on the mic is the one SA
The name is 311 and you know it ain't easy

This is not a test there's no time to mope
How you gonna cope with radioactive isotope
And boss dj illness upon you now quickly
Infecting you fast upon the airwaves
This message brought to you by the so large system
Activate and attune yourself with meditation
And green plants they've got mad life they're sentient
They're beautiful as you and they like to dance

Everything we do we gotta come original
Put your hand up in the air and prepare for battle
Sit upon the rhythm like a tire upon a rim
We do it non-stop and then we do it again
Some a them whine and some a them bitch
They can not do it never switch
Comin' up from the heart and
Delivered with a wild pitch
Sit up on top the rhythm like a wild stallion
This is the ruling system

Come original you got to come original
All entertainers come original
You got to come original you got to come original
All entertainers come original
You got to come original you got to come original
All entertainers come original
You got to come original you got to come original
All entertainers

Come original

Some good tunes lyrics

XT3XASCH1CK@aol.com — Sun, 26 May 2002 03:56:46 GMT

I'm bored, so here are some lyrics to some goooood songs!!

311
Down

Chill. light on my sight as my ego becomes
A funky child with some words on my tongue
Be like intake of breath and my mouth gets loose
While i scatter my spit i dream of juice
Have you ever made out in dark hallways
Displayed a kiss that made your day or say
Play a track from your record collection
It's your mix, congratulations

We've changed a lot and then some some
Know that we have always been down down
And if i ever didn't thank you you
Then just let me do it now

I bet you light up when we start the show follow me now
Very closely because i told you so you know
We glow because we throw sun rays
We be freaky and we wanna stay

CHORUS

Lightning strikes yo we be in that violent force of light
Guaranteed to turn it out as bad as dolemite
'Cuz we're dope kidchange like a chameleon
And the channel whenever that wack show real world is on
You know we dazzle likeghetto box boomin' battles
Rattle inside your head feel redeemed like cola bottles
Fall in love with you teachers on the wax
We are self made check the technique 311 in LA

CHORUS

Keep my feet on the ground
Keep my head in the clouds
Electrified by the sound
Comes from the down
And

CHORUS

WHOOOOOO!!!!

XT3XASCH1CK@aol.com — Sun, 26 May 2002 03:46:36 GMT

Well, I have made plans with Apolo. We are going to Hawaii for 3 weeks, AFTER we come back from Mexico for Mari :) We wouldn't miss that for the world! We just need to know the dates of when we should go to Mexico Marion, we really, really need to know. I have asked you several times, and I have received no answer. I guess after you're done promoting. Oh, the other day while in San Diego, I met Alessandra Ambrosio, she was in line behind me at a Starbucks and I recognized her from GUESS? ads, and I told her about Livejournal and she has one!! She is really nice you guys, go tell her hi :) alessandra_a I can't believe that in 7 days, it will be June 1st! I still remember that CRAAAAZY New Year's Eve party I went to. It was in NYC and it was RAGING! It was awesome! This coming New Year's Eve, we should all get together at someone's house (Mine?) and have the best New Year's Eve party on the earth! Only people invited: Marion, Taylor, Zac, Mila, Apolo, Isaac. I think I am missing some people, but you get the idea. I heard that there was some pretty bad storms in Oklahoma yesterday evening. I think they fizzled out before they got to Tulsa. I remember on May 3rd, 1999 I was in Lawton Oklahoma visiting some friends who go to college there, and the tornado hit like 2 blocks from where they live! It was really scary. I have been in several tornados, but none like that. Oh! Did you guys wish Apolo a happy 20th birthday? YOU BETTER HAVE!! Lol, I sent him the greatest present he could ever receive. I sent him a brand new pair on speedskates. I'm not sure if that is what they are called haha, but that's what I sent him. His old pair had silver glitter, but these had gold glitter because he is an Olympic gold medalist. I am looking through all my old issues of Seventeen. I have issues from 1999 haha. Wow! That is a LOOONG friggen time! I think I need to become less of a pack rat. Well, anywhoo. I have to go now, I am soooo tired! Mari, call me!! Apolo, I love you & miss you :) BYE EVERYONE!

- LESSY

XT3XASCH1CK@aol.com — Sat, 25 May 2002 00:59:47 GMT

The season is almost over! We went ahead and filmed the rest of the season because there arn't many shows left. So, I have ALL summer for FUN & SUN and I am SOOOO taking advantage of it lol. Me and Apolo want to go on vacation together (don't worry...no sex) and well, that's about it.

XT3XASCH1CK@aol.com — Wed, 22 May 2002 03:53:02 GMT

oops, I didn't finish. Well, I haven't talked to marion_r in awhile!! Blah, I miss talking to all my freinds. LA is so boring comapared to Oklahoma...sounds weird huh? LA is to crazy for me. I never really did like it, and after going to Oklahoma...I fell in love. It's even better then Texas!! :) I just wish my parents would move to Oklahoma so that we can live there, but they won't. They HATE oklahoma, and I don't want to tell them I like it better then Texas lol Well, that's all. I'm tired so talk to you later!!

XT3XASCH1CK@aol.com — Wed, 22 May 2002 03:19:08 GMT

Wow, long time NO update. Hey, I love this song right here

We've all seen the man at the liquor store begging for your change
The hair on his face is dirty, dreadlocked and full of mange
He asks a man for what he could spare with shame in his eyes
"Get a job, you fucking slob" is all he replies
God forbid you ever had to walk a mile in his shoes
'Cause then you really might know what it's like to sing the blues.

CHORUS:
Yeah, then you really might know what it's like (4x)

Mary got pregnant from a kid named Tom who said he was in love
He said "Don't worry 'bout a thing, Baby Doll, I'm the man you've been dreaming of"
But three months later he say he won't date her or return her calls
And she swear, "God damn, if I find that man, I'm cuttin' off his balls"
And she heads for the clinic and she gets some static walkin' through the door
They call her a sinner and they call her a killer and they call her a whore
But God forbid you ever had to walk a mile in her shoes
'Cause then you really might know what it's like to have to choose

CHORUS

I've seen a rich man beg
I've seen a good man sin
I've seen a tough man cry
I've seen a loser win
And a sad man grin
I heard an honest man lie
I've seen the good side of bad
And the down side of up
And everything between
I licked the silver spoon
drank from the golden cup
Smoked the finest green
I stroked the baddest dimes
'least a couple of times
'fore I broke they heart
You know where it ends, yo
It usually depends on where you start

I knew this kid named Max, he used to get fat stacks out on the corner with drugs
He liked to hang out late, he liked to get shit faced and keep pace with thugs
'Til late one night there was a big gun fight and Max lost his head
Pulled out his chrome .45, talked some shit, and wound up dead
Now his wife and his kids are caught in the midst of all of this pain
You know it crumbles that way, at least that's what they say when you play the game
But God forbid you ever had to wake up to hear the news
'Cause then you really might know what it's like to have to lose

Yeah, then you really might know what it's like (3x)
To have to lose...

XT3XASCH1CK@aol.com — Sun, 12 May 2002 02:57:03 GMT

I am finally back in the house. I feel horriable for everything I have done. I hate to make my freinds worry. Everyone, again I am very sorry. But, in more upbeat news, my movie is coming out this summer!! GO SEE IT!! LOL, also..did you know that there is going to be a Goonies 2 coming out next July [2003]? Its cool because all the same people will be in it YAY!! I love the first one, so I am pretty sure this one I will love too!!

XT3XASCH1CK@aol.com — Sun, 05 May 2002 07:07:44 GMT

can you tell i like marquees?

MARQUEES !! </marquees>

Not pregnant..

XT3XASCH1CK@aol.com — Sun, 05 May 2002 07:05:06 GMT

thank god!! I can still be Rory and zac's homeslice all in one!!

ZACS H0M3SL1C3

Dear...Lord

XT3XASCH1CK@aol.com — Fri, 03 May 2002 02:12:21 GMT

BAD NIGHT

I feel crappy, not just the hangover. Everything that happened last night I wished hadn't happened. Apolo told me that we had sex !! Oh my god. Just now he told me that ::dies:: I don't want to be an un-virgin I wanted to wait until marriage...oh my god ok I can't type I have to think about what I have done bye

WOW!!

XT3XASCH1CK@aol.com — Thu, 02 May 2002 03:06:58 GMT

uh...drunk...even stevnesd is a gjsldoof shotw..uh..yeah

ZACs HOM3SLIC3

yeah, mila is goding dognw meila, yuand aopolo madfe out...right bgkc at yohg w. uh zadc..azsc Z A C yedha, we had f;tuh fun w/o you mila HAhaHAhaHA wow..dats c00oll

My Itenerary

XT3XASCH1CK@aol.com — Mon, 29 Apr 2002 04:45:51 GMT

Here is my iternary:

Flight: American Airlines flight 1004 on a McDonnell Douglas SP80 Jet
Depart: Los Angeles, CA (LAX) - Mon, Apr 29 4:21pm
Arrive: Tulsa, OK (TUL) - Mon, Apr 29 9:23pm

Flight: American Airlines flight 1001 on a McDonnell Douglas SP80 Jet
Depart: Tulsa, OK (TUL) - Sat, May 04 7:35am
Arrive: Los Angeles, CA (LAX) - Sat, May 04 9:02am

I am so super excited !! YAY!! Oh, Apolo posted his itenarary too...go check it out !! YAY!!

Wild and LONG night...

XT3XASCH1CK@aol.com — Sun, 28 Apr 2002 21:33:57 GMT

Me and Apolo stayed up until 6 am talking about our relationship. It was nice. We sat out on the balcony of the hotel he was staying at and watched the sun come up together. Then, he had to leave to go back to Colorado. I feel as though I am a puzzle and he is the piece that is missing to make me whole. Lauren came over around noon, and when I opened the door, I just started bawling. I haven't cried that hard since...well, I can't remember. She had no idea that me and Apolo were so in love so quickly, let alone that we were even together. Well, that was my night. Apolo, I miss you so much, I am thinking about flying out to Colorado to see you. Whaddya think?

* -[LEXI

sleepy..

XT3XASCH1CK@aol.com — Sun, 28 Apr 2002 06:42:56 GMT

::yawns:: I am going to bed now, there is only 1 bed in this hotel room that Apolo is staying at so we have to sleep in it together [dont worry marion] g-night

Another day of filming down the drain

XT3XASCH1CK@aol.com — Sun, 28 Apr 2002 04:36:13 GMT

Wow!! I am so tired. Oh my gosh! YOU GUYS!! Meels introduced me to Apolo Anton Ohno!! The short track speed skater...oh my lordy. He is the most beautiful man, and I got this "vibe" from him and I hope it was right or I feel like a big dork lol. But, he is sooooo cute and I have thought this ever since the first time I saw him on TV, I swear I fell in love with him. I did. lol Anyways. Filming today was long ass long ok. This was so long, it went from short all the way back to long again. Thats is freaking long!! My feet are killing me, and I have either an ingrown toenail, or that hang nail I had last night is a hurtin' son of a gun [sorry, thats the texan in me] but anyways, see you guys later. I might update again in awhile. I am about to go see Apolo just to hang out. I want to watch a movie...maybe we can watch a scary one [heehee] ok bye !!

* ' [ LEXI

The Wedding Singer

XT3XASCH1CK@aol.com — Sat, 27 Apr 2002 06:28:56 GMT

I hear that song "You spin me right round baby right round, like a record baby right round round round" haha I love that song 80s is my favorite genre of music...but I am a popster. I do love my pop. *N Sync, Britney Spears, and such. oh!! but I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE oh my gosh, soooo love Limp Bizkit, Linkin Park AND....Dave Matthews. lol my music taste is so random. haha Well, thats all!! g-night!!

* -[ LEXI

That's Me!!

XT3XASCH1CK@aol.com — Sat, 27 Apr 2002 05:57:10 GMT

Hey everyone! I am Alexis Bledel. My freinds got me into this [lol marion] I was reading hers one day [you can too here] Well, today was a LONG day!! Filming took forever because Lauren kept laughing at me during my kissing scene with Jared haha It was pretty funny. Well, I have to get up tomorrow for filming lol [we took so long today, it has spilled over] I don't know how long it will take tomorrow. We will see :) BYE

* - [ LEXI